It’s been very a tremendously frustrating day. I do a lot for my clients to try and make things work as intended and all I get for my troubles is grumbles, yelling, and complaints from every side. It’s a losing battle when the candle is burning at both ends and I cannot take much more….
Night of the Phantom Bark
Last night I actually was able to get plenty of sleep, outside of the still having wake up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom. There was a point in the night when I actually thought I heard Molly barking in the living room. It was something that went on every night…
Crossing the Rainbow Bridge
This morning my dear Bassett Hound, Molly, crossed the rainbow bridge and passed away. It was not an easy moment for sure to see her lying their motionless; not breathing. We had woken up and she was still alive but just before 8:00 AM she decided it was time. This was a loved pet for…
2023 Just Sucks!
A couple of years ago, I lost a co-worker and good friend to the impacts of COVID-19. His death was hard to swallow at the time as I had just spoken with him a few weeks prior and we were laughing and joking as we normally would. Then he was gone in the blink of…
In a funk while traveling to the past
Today has been okay for the most part. It hasn’t been a great day but at least I’m upright and breathing. I can’t really pinpoint what is exactly wrong today. I just feel out of sorts and alone. This is probably because I spend most of my day in a dark room with no real…
The Whirlwind and Downtime
It’s been a few days since I’ve had to time to actually sit down and do some online therapy. Work has been very busy as of late. I have setup and implemented a new game plan but it’s taking up a lot of my free time and when my day is over I don’t really…
Finishing a good day on a low note
So we had a monthly meeting with the leadership team today to review information on our clients. I always hate going last but that is always the order I end up in. I feel like everyone is just so bored by the time they get to me and that no one is listening. It hurts…
Sunday Struggles
Yesterday was a tough day for me. For the first time since I closed my agency, I took a drive out to the beach using a similar rout that I used to take to work. This was a big step for me as I see the closure of my agency as a complete failure on…
Spoke too soon…
Well I spoke too soon. A little fight in the parking lot with the wife has turned a nice relaxing day into a tension filled evening. All because I was trying to keep her from getting hit by a car that obviously wasn’t paying attention. She took it as a slight against her that I…
Good day trending
It has been an uneventful day today, which I guess really isn’t a bad thing. Still didn’t sleep overly well but at least I didn’t wake up in the middle of the night. The dog has been somewhat calm today which has help quite a bit and work hasn’t been overly stressful. So now just…